Seek
Today marks three years and three months since I lost you.
People often call me brave for surviving during this time. I try to tell them that me floating through dusty hallways like a ghost for 1,188 nights is not a choice. The emptiness is what carries me. Not bravery.
There are other times when the fog has left me weightless and I let it carry me away to the land of daily life. People like me here. When I am in this space, I am able to work without my mind's interruptio